When Of Had We Always Prayed

At last it finally seemed that the minister had been gone there quite awhile. So sudden in this his taking and also his manner of leaving safe to say almost as one been added from the world. Had it been our God had said that he would soon to put off this mortal form of clay. And safe to say you know he always keeps his Word. If not then whats it for he said. The minister not the Lord of course in this though you know it all too well that the Masters tongue in this would tell. Not muzzled surely by what has passed so nearly. So his appearance gathered much as soon coming clouds on the horizon safe to say much as fear and hope that day. A portent looming something pending. Judgement gathered as a storm only this perhaps and nothing more for his riding into town something gathered all around. Something wandered possibly perchance of even squandered. A gift so wasted useless even in all its times and seasons that some others had of quite arose perhaps emboldened by the tale and should have of themselves regale. After that fashion surely as some were wont much unto their own destruction. A shipwreck of the life of souls that only God the Father had of saved of those. Though what that Rock was for that he should have need of any more. Contradiction surely to what had been said so nearly. Though without the gates that were asundered what would have else of we of rendered. So true a time that God himself divine. Ages squandered countless hours from the world. A love in this divine that God would write within his heart and mind. Memory probably of what had been felt so nearly. That God himself would turn to dust and clay rewriting there in this the countless hours from our time. Though fear perchance by what all we really knew. Nothing labored holding down no hands around to bind or crown. Though had we wanted some other than God himself so nearly. There in this despite for all we had or held or knew there in this the Crown. Safety borne surety given amidst of these his many brethren. All around to find despite the cross the Crown. Bearing upward looking down. All that had been burned away left to sweat and dust and ash and clay. Looking onward was not a choice it seemed a necessity must to them that had been spared so thus of all thats left behind of all that springs to heart and mind. Though when at last rode in – what had happened then is for only God to tell or know or say. Though of course then most of all, himself had bore the ages told of then the One the only Crowned before them all their bore he had of told. Ages turned themselves there into gold much as the furnace want to will both to work to do there yet again. The preacher that we missing had of come on in a-riding, not as much as expected were he as of hardly missing. Fires far off dusky growing closer almost to the city. A smell of smoke within something seethed settled there most of all that spoke of something ancient old passed within the fires of gold. To have come in in this fashion had of meant something half the matter surely, since from them none returned. At least none to date so far. Not of course of though we witnessed something heard of seen of there thus far. Perhaps one by chance had of still escaped which half explained the state the town was in. Almost in a state of creation out of nothing as though almost one of speaking something out of nothing and forth from it someone came. Clothed in this the darkness the witness of the Son. That had of been there all the time. The deepest even had of witnessed how that there was none before it like it unto even. That even in this the depths the age of time something halfway formed ages had of waited at the beckon of the Son. To have half unbent it now was to have turned time around. Darkness surely nothing more than merest whispers. Myself of which heard them still there in this fainter by the day and fewer still were growing. Tale that had of turned back from this there the hand of time half unbent to this the rhyme the constant steady ticking muffled of the ever steady chime. That in this too small a thing to bring to God, though of such a one as I what were I to know. A traveler surely now staying at the tavern. The waitress there no more had heard the song. So happy to see him was she that she had fallen down the stairs. Some half a few there hidden years though to some it seemed much as though time itself had moved. Perhaps at times I thought of something strange, a much younger one than she out there dancing on the floor as for the crowds which would have so adored. Much the same at times though greatly something changed. To say that simply put was not nothing more the same. The traveling minister also had of whirled in all the while mostly absence explained in itself as something strange. Necessitating at once there by his such of preaching an absence at the churches. Someone there had even said he had of started healing from the sickened few that came and there had of stayed. What was I to know though, like unto the first of these now secluded in my room. Surely the Masters business waiting had I only found it hardly though to some his day there had of appearing of which some had of lost their sight of frankly. Much to be told with the contentions of the city, the escort hidden waiting for to take the nonsense from the halls, the pile of papers waiting unfinished for someones hand to take and hold it much as we had of seen there once before. Surely not as I remembered but there were others witnessed there. The scribes and from them too the waiting of the bar. Perhaps to them too the time had of come a song of the Masters steady waiting there lying hidden hardly in the hours. How long there had it been but some days it seemed to them. The rest too there out there wandering almost as though called in by half the death of such a one a heady friend. How of course we known had not the campfire told its tale. A witness surely or something nearly. How as much as dead supposed, well there sprang up from the bar there something there and something far. That such a man as Saul so named that day I guess because of the fear he engendered there along the way. Persecuting nearly all he found though student secret at the walls scratching round for all those he came to found. So that was how it was he had of found there something said that day. The other friend he found while not as quite the Lord, Philip, I think it were perhaps there by another name. Not as quite as though the One above. Patient still in trials even was such a one we think had been there pounced upon. Cause it had of happened that Paul had of just returned there to the bar. Journeys often some in secret others known and always a chance to brag and boast there loudly even by the lights upon the walls. Seeming nothing hidden I often fled and lingered there since times as this were mighty strange. Then another such a one in had chanced to come, something happened that he also had of been of dust and flesh and mortal clay so often as it were tended towards decay. Him another chance had given something from the far beyond, or rather Someone hold of whom he often told. From there much their awful seeking and much their form of reason. Actually how it was that any had been there at all for the far beyond had of been almost as it were held and broken on our shores. Not that what a friend as this had often known but for what in all appearing a look to him. Surely Saul there thought he harmed though what should be there all along. That in itself was really something a sight beholden there for sure. Almost a leader surely a knowing something there of God.