In White It Is Formed

Here we are again at the dinosoar bones. I cannot tell you with what mixed feelings at seeing them again. Much as less than this raised from the dead. Perhaps though as some had of said it was all in the mind. I mean after the healing had happened and also the storm on after. Maybe not as there probably but also we were in the middle of war. Not as though I had of hated my people. Just that I was extremely small at the time not also having that much of memory on the fateful day it had happened. Only a feeling and perhaps it is better that way. Maybe in some way that is God protectings his children from all that happened. Though there was some also them that stood up to him in his platform that ancient dragon of legend. See it was only with consent they were tempted. That is what they do not want to have happened. Though really as I said not much of a memory only except for perhaps the one that was dear to me at the time. Understanding as I was of the utmost necessity. I mean just as had of Enoch in going up there to meet him which made sense there in fact that some of us had of been taken in matter of habit. Which had of happened each time perhaps I closed there my eyes. It could have there really not that I had much control of what had of happened each time I went where he took me and there had a dream. No one hardly would have believed it at first. That perhaps I was the same one that had been. Each life though there was no telling of when except that he alone had held the times and the plans in his hands. My family there also stretched out before him in the utmost end of extremity as a valley of which some had there seen of old there perhaps much as though the recollection exactly is fuzzy. That is to say I had not seen it there personally only something that there had been written of the ages before him. In the valley of dry bones there it was born and also was formed. That our God alone had given life at the time. To see them all resurrected before him though was not something as much as perhaps mentioned only the horror at seeing them stretched out before him. Only though mostly safe there to say they told me of course of his Word. Trust there of course. That no more would I be seeing some dreams. At least not when the realness had of come on the scene. Why would I there really when such fellowship with sorrow intermixed in the cup not have happened before there of course. As dear to me as they had of been at the time. Hashem there now trust. In the name of God who had of seen and as of just arised on the wings of the wind. Before whom also were formed. Each life and each breath a choice there yet to say. That as the ancient texts had of written we made way there between him. They spoke of many things there at times. Of a wedding there also but trust there of course. Lest I also be swallowed up on the whole. Only as the Father had written and allowed there then mostly as of the limits he had set of his Son. What would it have done to been bowing down at this time. Not as I had of wanted but to let them know that it had of been for lovI had fallen, well, it is only a feeling and not something I wanted known of there probably. Not of course not as I hoped of that silly one Lillith yet unknown by my tongue. Also her assignment such as it had of been at the time. Then again though it had of not been all bad there of course. I had of remembered also the house in the valley or the mountains whatever and also of the war that had happened. After all he confirmed as much in his Word. That too was what I think had led off some to seek of their LORD an audience for grievance thereof only to have bargained with more than they found. The enrobed ones there also more than expected had of joined of themselves that a heartbreak need not of suffered all alone in this world. The other also from what they had ran, well whatever had come at the time. To him were they left in the ed. Some had of more serious effects in the matter for their drawn out there before him and also of the extent of the error. That it was not with me they had quarrelled. I just for myself felt that something was calling perhaps more there than had been. It had not of helped either when I had of got sick at the time. Only to be having visions whatever or also some dreams. Father above of the day I was born. To be in a scanner and all alone in this world. Unthinkable also which is something I dared not of happened. After all, what do you think it would mean being brought up, well, why speculate now at this time. It is as ages before him and not to those who had witnessed. Only there in this his unending love for us at the time. Mother probably and certainly error as dead as she was to this world. Also her driver security guard of when I thought I had seen. Though had I of memory only the house in which we had left. Which meant that her husband himself a guard there also and himself undercover. What am I saying though that the life which I had was not which was wanted? Of course I knew the difference between right there and wrong. What am I saying that I would not have known if my family had of been replaced there with others. Not when I was well partially at the time also in control of a demon or also possession. As much as I had not myself of been wanted. Sure not in the way there of parental affection or perhaps just the abundance of discipline. Not that I minded though myself of the time. Just that, well nor am I complaining of lovers there probably. Though God had of known of what we had sown. Speaking perhaps also of what had been fractured. A memory from the possession so that I might not have been dead in this world. Someone had of mentioned a landslide which to me was much the same thing that had happened. Silly me there of course probably confusing something with most anything else. Which is how I had found myself possessed with a demon and unable to control it whatever had happened which is where my mom had of found it broke out at the time. Which is also how we happened f an offering. With relationships long that were found and cherished myself of the will. After all, who does not want an expert, a fly in of angels be they possessed at or not in control of their bidding. It was something certainly to die for most probably. Which is something of how I had come to learn myself of our powers. Hidden underground in Vatican city and hushed there in whispers. An order so ancient that not of us had dared to do a thing of their bidding. What with all of the relics and things that they held told of also in the words of their shows. Not specifically could they have been m though access to an underground vault what would as they say have taken a hell of a while. Which speaking of hell was all we had in time and abundance. Having fallen down here seemingly all alone in this world. At least as it was the things of the time. Had we known better perhaps the doing would followed. Which is why when I returned from my missions I found my mom in comfort to greet them. My best friend in this world as it had of happened there at the time. After all who had of said that demons were friendly. I mean after all they pick up the leavings. As they said just as the angels in Heaven had of attended alone to the children there in their prayers. The only difference between them rather is how you define them and also to whomever the service also is rendered. For after all who could have told of who had of served him be they ever so bold. After all time had much wounds and enemies there for to be found. It mattered not then be they angel or rather the utmost of demon. After all it was for this reason that some of them fallen and that the way back again be paved with much of the same. Just as it had said in the jobs that were promised and also to some having been repaid at the time. The meeting there also having been much of the same but after all who was I to complain. To have done that I guess would have been telling how the switch up had happened there in the first place. That is the switch up of names and also the comfort to be found of the Lord. You know there that not all of the tempters were of evilness masters. After all I refused to think as they said. Perhaps something in me that kept me from saying ill of the reapers. Not that they were there talking there surely for all of them their tongues had been broken. As I had of said it was of him that his fear had fell on us all. Who could have denied it there surely that his comfort had of been seen at the time. So to discredit they had of added thereon. And also to stray somewhat of error from expecting between us. Which is how the error had of happened though not of ourselves. Now what does it mean? Thats what they after all thats what some had there uttered that had also snuck in, almost a crawling back as it were unto the return of the fold. Though there perhaps not of themselves as though our God did not know have not there seen or there had not of already heard. What a comfort in this to know that above all he is very much good. By his leave there of course. I mean it was not as I said that I had of wished some harm to come to them all. What with all of seeing their bones even as they were kept in the museums of this day preserved there for the world. I mean who was here to resurrect these or had time even told of all the races of people what hatred there were. Even between them there of power and also those under. At least there were in the walls of the Vatican where nations were founded. Though what of the others I was not sure perhaps to be found out to this time. And also there the distrust of the same. Also to those in their care to the courts of the Father above and him who had of been listening there in his love. Straight from out lips to the ears of them that had heard that of all we might have been not alone in this world. Though who was to know have heard or otherwise say that Christ Jesus had been passing by here that day, perhaps the present one right now that we are in. Though who was to interrupted a meeting so dressed in white in his clothes. Enough to give anyone nightmares surely an utmost of time for them that had of been in rebellion and a run from his Word, perhaps there womever was listening whatever was heard and there we stood all around in our robes. Of which they speak of still to this time, you know just in case he had of ever taken a notion to listen or to drop in still among us. As the Lion the Protector there that watches over his children them of us all. You know in case he ever should take a notion ever to drop in a meeting again. That in whose sight it is taken the lightning is formed. That in all this you had of known him still by his robes or at least of the lightning thereof. Perhaps the devil thereof had there fallen or that of themselves. Whoever knows about it what is the case in this world. Though of demons among us and also of jinn that all had of bore witness to his glory again. As I had of said was a resurrection now lately. Though perhaps I was dreaming or otherwise scheming. Still though not as of yet unknown to our time God had of saved us though not still alone. He had of a footstool there for his throne.